12th Sept11, Monday. Its the actual mooncake festival day, 8yue15... my lunar wedding date. I seriously have given up celebrating this day esp if i know its Monday... cos baby R would be up to her rascal ways and she never failed me... i suggested eating nearby so we can go some playground area where i think there would be kids for sure... i didnt like the carpark rooftop garden we went last year... but my idea was pushed and we end up at hawker for food and by the time we drove back most kids were leaving to go home from the playground. I ended up pretty sour about my ideas being pushed... all i wanted was an early out and early back and of cos i wanted my gal to have fun too... but the playground was almost empty... so i was sulking and gx was fed up with me. Thats how my lunar wedding anniversary was...
After i was told off, we head to look for the kiddo who was all over the playground and as usual, she ran away from us cos she tot we were there to bring her home but she wasnt wrong cos it was almost 10 and she had prob another good 10 mins the most... baby R was horrible dashing all over and 4 adults couldnt handle her while i sat to rest on the bench watching the drama...
Finally daddy grab the rascal and we head home... while sil prep the hotwater for tea, i cut up the mooncakes and the last nice US white peach to snack on... i really prefer jus stay at home to eat mooncakes let her prob hold the lantern along the corridor than go anywhere at all! Sorry but i sure will hope for Rain next year on this day to avoid me getting mad, to avoid having to spoil anyone's day, to have a peaceful easy nite so everyone can jussit around and jus chill, eat mooncake and sip tea and feel happier as a family. I want a happier wedding anniversary... if only it didnt fall on 8yue15 i won't remember its my lunar wedding anniversary and i wont' feel so sorry for myself, hate watching my gal left to do anything rascal as she is allowed... haiz not that they allow sometimes but they can't control her and i can't voice up! really better to jus have a simple celebration at home then go out... hope this will work next year.
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