gifts for baby A

 Thank you Aunty Ser and Aunty ET for the lovely rompers and dresses! 

my personal favourite is the I LOVE MOMMY!

WHY?

cos for baby R, aunt o only could fine I AM DADDY"S ANGEL and 

other romper baby R had were also daddy 

no mommy! 

my sil got these esp fr HK H&M for her newborn niece! 

got 2 goody bags given by the hospital and i was shock to see avent giving a cup for storing milk!

there were 2 hamper from gx collegues - clothings, mittens, hats, booties that i had opened up earlier to get them washed cos those were tiny which baby A can use immediately and i had forgotten to take pics of them! anyway baby A would wear and i prob would take some pics of her in them! What mummy got over the whole week was a new pretzel product to try... they arent fantastic.. and i told off ... in a strict tone, i was told to check whats in the content cos i am pumping milk for my baby and i should eat things without checking what on the label... 

i know thats a very good advise... but i hate the way i was "advised" i felt i was told off ... i have been doubt about the volume... the quality of my b-milk... i already felt so stressed... jus being told off i felt really depressed... i kept myself bust thru the morning with the gifts, with the parcel to try to think baby A will be fine... i missed her so much... but at the same time i was glad we had some time with baby R... it was not an easy day... got to see my baby in the afternoon as i purposely book my gynae appt today... to remove the stitch... it was hard to hand the nurse my baby after i saw her but i tried to keep it calm heading home... already i feel so stress but i still have to be doubted and asked not to send my milk in today cos i had a medicated soup ... so my expressed milk all went to baby R... i dun want to give up BF but i can't help but suspect these questions are heading to get me to use formulae... lets see where this heads to... but i can't help but cry as i type... i know i should be in bed, rest while baby A isnt around but i can't help but cry and get upset and can't think positive... jus hope that baby A can be home tomolo.