Monday, 24 October 2011

face off

FB last week - This week was chaotic... baby A's KK visit that wasnt over till mn and sponging baby R till the next morning... it was sure a Black Tuesday/Wednesday! something said will never be able to erase it was hurtful and i was glad i was strong enough to pull thru... lucky me, still have support from hubby and my family. i am fine and i want to keep smiling! sure hope better things come my way soon... thankful to hear from frens too! thanks for checking how i am, me appreciate!


This week i am still in a daze... handling 2 isnt easy on my own... kinda scared when my help is going away in 2 weeks time...  in the meantime i dun rest as much as i should... and i think i need to train myself to cope with it...


I so need to be bless with better luck, endurance level... for better or worse for now till end of the year and hopefully better news to start of next year... i need to bear with it, grite on it cos i was showered with encouragement from my hubby and mum and my aunts... and my sis who esp called on me and gave me moral support... i feel listless and less energy than before and i become afraid but i need to stay the way i am to be who i am ... i need to get my energy back!

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