1st paeD visit

baby A is still in the hospital today... her jaudice level dropped to 11.2... only when its below 10 then she can come home... yesterday was her 1st visit to paed... looking yellow i know she needs to be sun further but never expect to be warded... had to send her in makes me worried... but at the same time making the decision to come bac to dr. Ong was great for me cos he sure have ways with kids and he mananged to distract my clever gal who kept trying to get up to see wats he doing, got nurse to hold her legs n daddy help w the arms cos she tried to struggle, Dr Ong jab baby R fast and baby R had no time to react as she wanted to cry out loud, gx n i haven even got chance to comfort her, out of no where we saw bubbles n thou baby R didnt look excited she didnt get a chance to cry n she was immediately given a packet of 2pcs animal cookies n thats it!

then we sent baby A to draw blood for the test n i hated the mt A nurse! she say no comfort words to the baby n she jus jab my gal's ankle n baby A jus cry n she jus grabs her leg to draw the blood she needed with her no-smile face n look so sickening! couldnt brg myself to tell her off cos i afraid she hurt my baby... argh! had lunch then waited to be called bac to clinic... then we were told our option to rent a home machine or send baby bac to hospital... thou more ex we head bac to tmc, which we think its a better choice...

in the afternoon, when we admitted her to her ward where the room was filled with bluelight boxes, there were 3 other babies, one of them was gx's ex-saf col's son who we met while waiting to do registration... his son was diagnose 12+. by night when gx sent the milk for baby A there were more parents n seems all waiting to talk to the nurse... gx spoke to a dad who''s child was 13+, saying there wasnt much sun for their baby n his PD the sun rays werent strong enough either... that explains for the many babies that return to tmc for treatment...

today baby A is 1 week old... but she is still staying in the hospital today... after this expressing, i gog to clean up, head for gynae appt then pop by to see my little one... here are some pics of her 6 days old jus before she got admitted in... daddy was fascinated with how her hair swirls! hope she can discharge tomolo...

last night i got the chance to do the normal sleep routine with baby R... cos she needed to go for her new shichida class... also normal cos baby A isnt around to poo, cry and needed my attention... and breaks my time with setting baby R... can see my gal was comfortably getting herself ready for story in bed and half way reading her new book i awarded her... baby R stopped me and told me... "today. doc take PENCIL poke me... Painful!"

I looked at baby R and couldnt helped but laughed... i told her that was a jab, an injection was given to her and doc didnt use a pencil to poke her... told her if she wanted to go to school, she has to be strong and to be given a jab to be strong... she then asked me to continue reading... off all the lights, i held her hand and i think i must have slept first... cos i dun remember checking on baby R.... daddy came home from his work/drink session at 3+am and i woke up to express... can't help thinking of my little cinnamon donut... my little baby A... couldnt sleep till 4.30am... wondering if my baby A is doing well... she has been awake in the nite... so i wonder is she is crying for attention and if she is soothed to sleep... miss her badly.